Day 9

This is how bad i am at keeping track of things.

Anyways, i’m getting this out there just to make sure that i have something that’ll hold me accountable if i dont do my exercises HAHAHAH

I’m literally so damn horrible at keeping promises to myself.
like, keeping promises to others are like, meh, not that difficult
but when it comes to keeping promises to myself i just flip out.

i dONT HAVE THAT MOTIVATION

if you haven’t found out by now, i’m a really lazy person.
and by lazy i mean real fucking lazy.

i procrastinate way too much and too easily and i can never stick to a plan longer enough for anyone to see any significant results.

Let’s be honest
i haven’t lost a single bit of weight since like, what, over a year ago? this is terrifying.
I can be that crazy person one fine day doing crazy workout routines and eating all healthy for like two weeks or so and when things just start to look like they’re getting better,
i somehow stop.
EVERY. FUCKING. TIME. UGH

okokokokok if i continue typing, i’ll never be able to finish my routine later HAHAHAH.

(gentle reminder to self it’s already 11pm and i have school tomorrow)

OH HOLY HELL I FORGOT TO DO MY TUTORIAL AGAIN.

Writing is cheaper than therapy or drugs.

Sloppy Etymology

Sometimes you wish for something so hard and then it actually comes true. Has that happened to you? Against countless odds and still, your wish actually came true. Does it count as being lucky or should you be careful about hitching your hopes up too high? I’ve been thinking these thoughts for a while now. I’ve been thinking so much about it and I’ve also been trying not to think at all.

So much has happened since the last time I was here, blogger friends. So. Much. Where do I start from and how do I explain any of this? I am not sure. But I want to take it one step at a time. Keep my emotions in check. Make sure I’m not borrowing more happiness than I deserve to have in my share.

I can’t write like I used to. I’m putting that out there so you can…

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